April 2010
...Ramble.
I had three dreams last night. Understood none. Afraid of all.
I woke up feeling weird. My face tingled. My body was cold.
D E A T H
I sing in my sleep….so my roommate says. Beautifully was what she didn’t say.
I’m tired of waking up alone and I’m depressed. I don’t want to do anything.
At all.
I WANT to cry, but I don’t feel like it. I want to cry, but I...
Sooo yeah......
*phone rings*
Me: Hello?
Him: Hey. I think I'm going to pass on us hanging out today.
Me: Alrighty.
Him: Uhhhh. Yeah.
-awkward silence-
Him: You're not going to ask why?
Me: It's not my business really. You have a good day though.
Him: I mean it's like-
Me: It's fine, really.
Him: Later.
Me: Sure.
I....have a date....
…what do I wear?
……my hair was different the last time he saw me….what if he doesn’t like my hair…?
….yeah I’m pretty much calling him and canceling….
…maybe I shouldn’t…(go)
….maybe I should….(cancel)…
I probably will (won’t) (go)…….or cancel…..hmmm
Heels?
Lipstick?
...
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